A Game of Chess

It's my turn again

We exchange insults like a quick match of ping pong
And declarations of love like a slow match of chess
Always back
And
Forth

I've been on my game recently
But I haven't been myself
I've been too busy being you
Being the monster under my bed
Being the cloud over my head

I anticipate your moves now
Since we are one and the same
I'm used to losing but not anymore

You play a pawn of promises
And I'm quick to counter it with rook's wrath
You come for me with a bullying bishop
But by knight I've got you cornered
And by day I've got you in check

You forget that you're the one who taught me how to manipulate
To cheat
To play dirty with my emotions

You might be queen of the game
But the game ends with me, the king

So I take another turn

Your move now

This poem is actually about a loved one that I don't really get along with. There's a sense of emotional abuse throughout this poem. Lines of "manipulation" and "cheat" stand out, and the game of chess is set to resemble the relationship I have with this person.

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